NEVER TO SAY A ‘GOODBYE’…

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NEVER TO SAY A ‘GOODBYE’…
I shall just restrict it to a ‘Bye’…
I shall walk out of the green gates just to come back every time I make my Alma Mater proud and at others when I need your help to stand up and fight for life again…
How can I bid adieu my root and origin…?

NEVER TO CRY…

‘Coz tear drops have dried out…
The ‘numberless meeting and partings’ that I have witnessed have made me strong and have taught me to face life on its face…
Why should I cry for someone whom I will never be departed from…?
I shall smile with a heavy heart just to reassure you that, “Yes, I will come back again…!”

NEVER EVER TO CHANGE MYSELF…

Since, whatever I had to change you have already changed in me…
You have prepared me to face the world and I ‘Trust’ you with all my heart that your teachings shall bring glory in the near future…
I’d fear to change anymore… What if you don’t recognize me when I come back…?

NEVER TO CALL IT A CHAPTER OF MY LIFE…

Since, chapters have endings with the beginning of new ones…
I shall call it a book where the rest of my life would be enumerated as chapters and only once will I close this book… Once at the END…
Till then why will I let it end…Just because you will call me an ex-prattler and not a prattler anymore…?

NEVER TO BREAK ANYMORE RULES…

Since, the ones I had to break I have broken already and made new ones…
Others you have been successful in instilling in me and making the Suvaleena Paul I am today…You have created my identity and I promise to uphold it before the world…
At the most I can make new ones to commemorate you but not undermine myself anymore…

‘FOREVER’, NEVER TO BOTHER MY TEACHERS AGAIN…

But to come back every time to my mothers to get a shady shelter when the world will shine brightly or pour down heavily on me…
Only if you remember me as your most mischievous daughter forever…!

P.S.: I promise to come back very soon…

(2013-2014…sorry
dated forever)

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